A pigeon's life

So today I'm driving home from work and about 5 minutes into my drive I see a pigeon on the street right in front of me, sow I think... For sure it's gonna fly... And it didn't!! I was able to skip it thanks to my feline reflexes (hahaha) but the guy in back of me was not so lucky and was unable to avoid totally squishing the poor thing! Now I know a lot of people will say "oh well, it's just a pigeon", or "there's plenty of those to care" or "it was justice cause all they do is poop everywhere"... But I sincerely felt awful about it! It's not them in our territory it's been us always invading the poor animals habitat... Any way, rest in peace you poor pigeon who I shall call PJ!

Merry Christmas!!

Merry Christmas Everyone!!

Yes I know its a little late for that, but I think in general it's never too late for anything! Especially if you've been caught up and lost in time like me... I know we all say sometimes omg time just flu by me, well this time I'm not kidding... at all!! This year barely let me catch my breath before there was already something new and great happening to me!

I WANT TO THANK GOD FOR THIS WONDERFUL YEAR IN MY LIFE, I CAN SAY WITH ALL HONESTY THAT THIS HAS BEEN THE BEST YEAR OF MY LIFE.

This year I was able to finally live in my own home, the home that my hubby and I worked so hard to be able to buy.

My babygirl Naomi was born, eventhough she scared us a little when she was born, after a week she was perfectly well and at home with us!

My boy Saul was completely happy with his baby sister and still is!!

My hubby has been completely supportive of all the decisions I have made and has put up with all of my madness at all times!

I was able to live with my mom for 5 months, something I had not done in over 15 years... she is such a great person, I do hope that she is rewarded all her kindness and unconditional love as soon as possible!!

I was able to live with my sister for 7.5 months, the longest time I've spent with her in also over 15 years! She is more than a sister to me, she is my daughter, she is my friend, she is my confidant and so many other things for me, I love her so much and I'm glad to know that she loves me just as much!

I was able to visit and reconnect with friends that I had not seen for a very long time and to reenforce my love for those friends that I do see at least once a year.

I was able to be a stay home mom and start a new job without even looking for it. Ithink God was very wise in this matter, he knew this is something I needed and even though I didn't ask for it, he gently put it in my way... Thank you God!!

My relationship with my hubby had never been as steady and peaceful as now, NOT that it was a total wreck, not at all, but just became a lot more peaceful!! I love him so much and I'm so thankful he is in my life!!

This Christmas was spent with my side of the family, at my Grandpa's house; and due to a very emotinally hard time for one of my uncle's wife's family (she lost 6 family members this year) my cousins were very again... emotional, and one of them... Gaby put everything in her power to make sure that we all got together to spend this special time in each other's company, as the family she wanted and loves! We all made a X-mas card and chocolate exchange and we had to read it to the person who was given to you by drawing a name. Then we had to say like baby Jesus was born, what we wanted to be born in us for the upcoming year, and boy that was so beautiful, we all asked to be more patient... and I was the first one to speak and they all also added that they wanted to be more patient hahaha. Anyway, my cousins were very sad about the family members they had lost and so they pleaded for us to become closer because we never know when we are not going to be in this world any more; for us to tell each other all the times how much we love each other and how much we mean for one another. In short, I cried a lot, but the kind of crying that does a person good!! 

Again, this has been the best year of my life, and I hope it has also been this for you, and if not, to keep the hope that God will always be by your side and soon things will turn out for the best, we just have to wait for the right moment to come!!

Melancholy

Yes, what a "sad" name for my comeback!! but that's the way I'm feeling today!!

I was just reading my last blog and omg, I was only 2 months pregnant... now my baby is 8 months old, it was a girl!! 2nd Light of our lives!!

As expected, life has changed greatly all these past months... in my last blog I had just quit my job and now I find my self in a new job, 2 weeks ago I became an employee again.

BUT back to the subject, today I'm feeling very melancholic, it all goes down like this:
I had not planned coming back to work, the opportunity came out of no where and I took it, but just as hard as it was to quit in the first time, it is just as hard to come back, I had just accepted to be a house wife full time and life was good. but I think the trigger was that yesterday was my son's birthday... and nothing came out as planned, not that we had much of a plan to begin with. 

Because my hubby was going to come out of work late we decided to take him to Peter Piper Pizza, this covered his favorite food with games, what more could he ask for. Little did we think about that this place is located in one of the most transited parts of the city, it took like an hour to get there (on what should be a 20 min ride) so of course my son fell asleep!! I was like well its actually ok, he will wake up refreshed once we get there!! NOT, he didn't wake up at all, I guess he must have been super tired cause he woke up til today!! 
So my hubby who totally takes on traffic with a smile (NOOOOT), was just upset about the whole thing, telling me "well, if he was gonna go to sleep we shouldn't have came at all, with what purpose", etc etc...) as if I knew this was going to happen!! 


Next to my job there is a daycare center, and I can hear the kids singing and laughing and even crying all day long, and it just really made me sad to think that I can not be with my kids right this minute!!! My little princess gets so excited when I come home and I just want to squeeze her!! and my little boy... lights up as soon as he sees me walk in the door.


I guess right now all I feel like doing is going home and hugging and kissing my kids!!